mY Life..

2009-10-02T06:19:00.003+10:00

This blog is officially closed.
Have moved on to another blog.

2009-09-29T23:44:00.002+10:00

I need to like control what my brain has to think and what not to think about.
but i cant. i hate it.
can someone just save me from diverting.
I have to stop thinking abt him. me and my hua chi bing.
i need to focus on the right things..

2009-09-29T00:13:00.007+10:00

I have been sleeping sleeping and sleeping. basically. 2 cups of coffee each day and I am still damm tired. not really tired but sleepy. I donno why and I HATE IT..

I hate myself for feeling sleepy each day, and then I have no time to study.

I have myself for when I am feeling awake, I dont feel like studying..

Is there any medication for this?

okie.. Happier stuff..

DOOF outing.

yeah. finally one. cause everyone seems to be busy.
we went to this ramen restaurant which is rather famous at central..

was not bad lar. the soup base but a bit ex. this set meal costs ard $21 after all the gst and service charge..

It was actually kelly bday celebration.. haha. but in the end we 3 celebrate. me and serne was way belated.haha. but i was super shocked lar. like jy bao and melly bought the cake which was supposed to be bought by me. haha

Photos are clark quay =)

we went to the gmax swing. but me and serene didnt cause we were too scared. haha. so the other 4 ppl went loh..

then we went to azu sabo to eat desserts.. our normal routine. haha. realli appreciate the card made for me..

Looks super good right? yeah. my photographing skills improved. but its actually quite nice lar.. just a bit ex though. ard $12 after plus plus.. but i shared with jy so okie lar..

Next up is my blue sector outing..

supposed to be like go ard the place to eat but we went to eat dim sum instead.. then after that go eat desserts then to minds cafe

This is going to be my motivation to lose weight.. look at my face lar. omg. filled with fats.

The dim sum that we ate.. I was actually very happy to be seating beside him.. lol.

As we walked to the dessert stall.. some ppl actually know.. that this is my fav pic.haha

we went to the dessert place at china town.

the sesame paste was very hot, so hence my face expression.haha. classic though.haha =)

At minds cafe..

As we left for mind's

I didnt realli stay on even though i wanted.. cause need to be home for dinner and was rather tired.. .I went to subway with them for dinner though.. had a nice day.. realli thanks for planning..

the weekends was said to be studying.. but i didnt. inclusive of today. OMG.

ZHUANG.. u know that u seriously got to study. ok? not sleep...

2009-09-24T04:51:00.001+10:00

My friend wall photo on facebk..

To all friends out there.. HANG IN THERE!! cause i am trying my best to hang in there.. and not give up. .though I am rather sick and tired of life. lol.

2009-09-20T01:10:00.002+10:00

我不要，不想，去想不开心的事。。。但是我做不到

我想，很想，认真读书。。但是我做不到。一直分心，想东，想西。

好想，好想让时间停止。。但是，是不可能的。

2009-09-18T09:20:00.003+10:00

it sucks to be so sleepy.. to have no determination to get your work done but let the Zzz monster control your mind.. i got lots of work to be done.. yet everyday i just feel so restless..when i got the energy, i use com.. use until tired liao.. then want t0 study.. I must do something about this!!! if not i am going to do badly for this sem..

I am so going to destroy my computer.. and i have to fight day dreaming, stoning.. losing focus.. sleeping..

ZHUANG SHU!!!! wake up and start studying already!!!.. MID TERM LIAO..

2009-09-16T01:13:00.002+10:00

finally watched The Proposal.. yeah!! it was nice.. haha.. watched with kon and his sis.. is NICE and FUNNY.. can laugh to realise all the stress away.. I recommend couples to go watch it too.. haha =)

on the way back.. kon sis said that when she come out to work, she really wish she was studying instead.. my pa also used to tell me this.. hmm.. maybe its realli true??
I kind of got a bit motivated to study.. haha. want to make full use of my last 2 years of uni life and study!! haha..
I like tat say hoh.. later i will doze off while studying again.. haha..

looking fwd to 20.09.2009 where its DOOF outing!! =) and also 26.09.09 where its my blue sector outing! yay!.. but i hope time will just stop there bec as time pass.. my exams are getting nearer...

2009-09-14T12:58:00.001+10:00

Really happy to see my gd friend being able to cope with whatever she is doing! =)

2009-09-12T21:48:00.002+10:00

Very long never blog so decided to like write on my life..

got happy stuff.. sad stuff.. tiring stuff..
sch work cant cope.. i just want to nua and go out with friends..

long ago photos.. haha.. went timbre at old sch with my fellow buddies.. realli realli happy to meet them after sch.. its like OMG. haha. even though its just a short short meet up. i enjoyed myself.. its realli great to see buddies after like so long..

I can literally see me a bit "high" liao. haha. i dun feel leh.. but the photo.. i look a bit crazy. haha

Recent events.. haha. went out with my ndp b-one group mates.. bukit timah hill!! yes.. it has been ages since i went there.. had a great time! =) took like tons of photos..

L.O.V.E

then went bukit timah food centre to eat.. more guys joined us..

After all these great times.. you noe..there are sch work waiting for me.. piling up..

2009-08-28T04:15:00.002+10:00

Went to service my camera today.. the lense is blur i think.... it got spoiled on the day of the ndp appreciation dinner.. just when i wanted to take some nice photos.. on-off-on, then the lense blur liao.. lucky its still under warranty.

Today Mark commented on a fairy tale.. Yes, and it spoiled the image of fairy tale I have since I was a child.. this is something which i will never go think about..

He said.. " dont you think the prince in cinderalla story is very superficial? If cinderella was not dressed up by the fairy godmother and look pretty, do you think the prince will even look at her?"

I never thought of that.. I just think fairy tales are happily-ever-after stories.. but what he said make sense.. its like quite superficial.. if cinderella was some ave looking person, the prince will notice her meh.. haha.. I guess in reality is also like tat de lar.. guys will usually notice those gd looking ones while girls gd looking guys? But i think majority of the girls dun realli look at the looks.. was the prince in cinderella very gd looking? haha. who knows and who cares loh... haha..

Yesterday, my lecturer said.. " whats the use of a good looking boyfriend when you cant use his face as a credit card?" haha. So practical..LOL.. =)

Timbre tomorrow~~!! Hope kon they all will wait for me to high. dun i go there all sian sian liao..

2009-08-27T00:25:00.002+10:00

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2009-08-26T03:30:00.004+10:00

Watched UP with wh just now.. nice nice.. glad that I watched it.. even when I am rather busy..

How I wish I can find someone like the ah gong in the show.. 那么爱他的老婆 =)

I wanted to tell him to take care during his "vacation".. but in the end, I asked him to enjoy his camp which he took to be me suaning him.. I wanted to say I hope it dont rain so it will be better for you.. but I end up telling him that it will rain these few days.. he said that I wont miss him anyway, but I think I do think of him especially when I am alone..

2009-08-24T01:14:00.004+10:00

2nd week of sch and I am so drained out.. wonder how am i going to cope for the next few weeks..

didnt go for disney outing today.. didnt go to huan dao, didnt go eat ice cream and see stars, didnt go hall bash. i hate it... missing out a lot of fun..

we had our appreciation dinner where hmm.. yar. i saw him.. lol.. my gtf is actually very popular among e others.. haha.. so my yan guang also nt bad de! =)I had a lot of fun.. doing jumping shots with my fellow b ones.. then my camera spoil when i had to take some ' jing dian' photo.. no time to go repair.. the whole lens is blur one loh..

we took jump shots while waiting for others in the mrt..

took jump shots at the bus interchange.. got ppl looked at us.. haha. but we dun care loh.. =)

B ONE =) not the full strength though.. but we are the sector which most ppl came.. yay!

my gtf is in the background.. haha =)

on sat, i travelled all the way to plaza sing to watch UP then in the end.. UP was sold out. yes. not even selling fast but sold out.. its so long already.. then just went shopping with wh..

anyway, saw my friend msn nick.. very interesting..

"a mugger cannot be killed.. you cant kill something that has no life.." haha =)

2009-08-19T13:19:00.007+10:00

it has been ages since i updated my blog..

so many things has happened.. which includes the end of my ndp shows.. my birthday.. start of sch..

kind of sad that ndp has ended.. cant see my " green tea frappe" anymore.. but nvm, lol.. how i wished i had the chance to talk to him during the ndp shows..
my bday was just a simple one.. eating lunch with celia and chet at tampines mall cause kon went to malaysia.. though simple, but i enjoyed it. Really appreciated the gifts that they gave, the letter chet wrote, my bread face photo that celia developed, the time they took to celebrate my bday.

Appreciated wan hsin, ang and joy who went out with me to timbre though i know you all are super tired from sch and work.. had fun at timbre even though it was a short time cause we all had to go home as there was sch the next day..

Thankful to Amanda who planned a surprise.. seriously, i was shocked and realli just shocked for 5 mins.. cause i seriously dun know loh.. even until i went to swensen and kon and shi hui were just on my right.. i still didnt see them.. haha.. LOVES the royce chocolate and thanks for the swensen treat.. I am so looking fwd to the 28th.. Need some enjoyment to relieve stress. haha

Thanks to those who wished me on my birthday.!! =))

Sch is horrible.. with so many tutorials to catch up due to my "still holiday mood" and keep using the computer.. i realli need to get settle down and start studying and probably not blogging at this moment where i got 5 hrs break to a 2 hrs lesson and then going to the appreciation dinner at 5.15pm.. chet was nice to hear me su ku abt my studies.. my life..

later going for the appreciation dinner, so may have the chance to see my GTF.. haha. hope can tok to him loh.. but i think i wont dare. haha. =) but to be able to see my Blue sector ppl keeps me happy and looking forward to the dinner later..

2009-07-31T20:37:00.007+10:00

Since last fri, it has been crazy for me.. everyday was pack going out..
I did smth crazy too.. like adding someone I tot was cute on facebk. lol. He accepted though.. saw him during ndp..

Friday
4E3 gathering.. LOVES =)
Really happy to see an attendance of 19 ppl coming.. Really thankful for those who came despite busy schedule and rushing down after book out and stuff.. went fish and co..

Very Fun and happy to see the old classmates again.. celebrated Harrison bday as well, although I wanted to celebrate nicholas bday as wel, but he was uncontactable..

and we went to barks cafe.. Woo.. so cool.. we chatted a little.. I tot it was more than what we usually do.. cause the guys usually will just be in their own world.. but thanks to amanda, we kind of talked and shared.. Thanks to Daryl who sent us there and Zhuo hao for sending me home.. =) Really hope everyone enjoyed it although it was just a simple dinner .. =)

Saturday
NDP NE3!! =) It was the third NE show.. and I was happy cause they asked me to be on ground.. but at last.. I had to be at the dark green sector which was way way far from my friends in dark blue.. its the other end.. I had to do disabled ushering.. It was gd as well.. different experience.. saw some ppl who are like disabled.. almost cried loh.. when I saw them, I was thinking how lucky I am.. Really. I saw Him as well.. hee hee.. he still at the dark blue sector.. quite happy loh.. hope this sat he also at dark blue and I also at dark blue. haha. cause I onli got 2 more shows left.

Sunday
2E4 gathering.. LOVES =) Big thank you to Tingwei who organised this small small gathering.. long time no see them liao.. we realli chatted.. cause only a small group of us.. so can realli tok loh.. like update what we doing and stuff.. Then very funny, cause tee peng sign on police and wore his uniform to the gathering.. tee peng leh. haha. We celebrated Leon bday before he had to leave for Brunei..

Had to rush off to celebrate my sis bday.. we went east coast long beach for seafood.. the food was.. okie onli leh..

Monday
Hall One east coast cycling.. haha..

It rained that day.. say what meet 10am loh.. I reach 10.20am only Kelly reached. and e others are super late. cause raining also.. they like around 12 plus then all reach.. so between that time, me and e girls like nua at mac at east coast.. a few grps of army ppl also there.. prob off day loh..

Lucky the rain stopped ard 1pm, if not realli donno what to do cause we want go bowling but too ex liao.. then we cycle till 4pm cause 3 hrs.. and IT RAINED!! lucky loh.. is like so accurate.. 3 hrs no rain and super hot somemore.. then after cycling it rained.. i went tuition after that and some guys went teo heng to sing..

Tuesday

went out to celebrate Joflin bday at Yuki Yaki.. a bit lazy to upload photos..

Wednesday

went out with Yihan to watch harry potter.. thought the ending quite abrupt (although its supposed to be like this) and sian cause dumbledore died..

Thursday

Work and slack.. just nice celia went to airport to sign the contract and I saw her.. hee.. its great to see her after quite some time.. happy that she got a great job too =)

Friday

REST at home.. actually wanted to go out with celia but not realli feeling too gd.. had diahorrea.. so slept the whole afternoon. probably need this rest cause tomorrow its NDP actual Preview.. its a whole busy day.. but realli looking fwd to it..

I really hope that we can be under the same sector for preview and actual day.. and hopefully he talks to me too =) haha

2009-07-23T21:23:00.005+10:00

I have not been working... and everyday I spent money.. just finished driving. horrible. really scared.. like super not prepared for the exam that is coming on september ..

Outing with my buddies.. LOVES outing..

chet got off.. and kon was "sick", so we went to kon house to play guitar hero.. first time playing it. .very fun =)

went back to hai sing.. and all the stalls are CLOSED except for one.. so we like just buy smth loh.. now no 20 cents half cup drink liao. only 30 cents..

didnt find any teacher.. think it was racial harmony that day so everyone left sch quite earli.. didnt found miss faten.. but i msg her then she in sch but we went downtown liao..

Played ugly ugly.. and ultimate winner is CELIA!!! although chet won one game. haha

This is how she won e games.. haha.. konrad can never win her loh..

Random photo.

The cards that changed shape cause of our violentness..haha

2009-07-20T02:23:00.005+10:00

my life has been quite sian after i stopped work.. so keep pestering kon and celia..Went waraku at illuma on friday cause its karmun last day.. illuma realli very empty leh.. not realli a lot of ppl go there loh. compared to bugis..

this is wat we ate.. the lunch menu. okok onli lar. i dun feel its very nice lar.. haha

Kamun made the parfait for us.. first time eating a parfait someone made for me loh.. everytime is I make for ppl de. haha

We cam hor like siao loh.. sat there almost 3 hours lar.. take donno how many pics..

Kamun last day..

Think we all belong to "Each a cup" fan club lar.. I have drinking their bubble tea like a lot these few days.. fang wei also.. cause T3 got one mar. so after work or during break go there loh. think i can get vip card le..

we went to marina square cause fangwei wan go back find her old collegues then I saw Each a cup! haha. so we buy one each loh..

the marina one not nice de.. cause the pearl like uncooked loh.

decide to go marina cause fangwei wan see the merlion.. then we realise a bit far to walk so never go there loh. .just take e view..

On sat =) NDP NE2!!! haha.. LOVES =)

i was posted to qiaonan.. then a bit scared arh.. cause onli me and the alp, then donno whether the alp ok not.. but lucky hoh.. super heng lar.. the alp same age one.. and harrison know him.. so can communicate.. then we waiting for the teacher in charge marh.. so i kind of tok and tok and tok.. haha.. i very scared akward. haha. but now.. i think back.. i think the alp sure think i very talkative.. haha..

Arrival at esplanade bridge there..

My favourite pic =) everyone so high.. makes me happy too =)) all the students waving their flags..

Then.. i saw this.. haha.. my sch at the side marh.. then all the construction worker kind of stopped work to look at the parade.. haha. donno is finish work liao or not lar.. haha.

Me and my alp.. I kind of stick to him sometimes.. cause i very lonely loh.. then all my friends in another sector or not nearby loh.. haha. at least last week got another usher for me to stick with..

harrison fault lar. now i look at him, jiu remember he look like.... haha

Ying jie 21st bday party at essential brew =)

A few of us from Drumzout went..

The cake is super gd =) Rum and raisin ice cream cake..

But i think she spent quite a lot leh.. think my 21st will be more budget. haha =)

2009-07-16T02:28:00.003+10:00

Donno why but blogger was down for my com so wasnt able to blog..

NE1 was cool..haha.. currently still loving my NDP usher job.. went to jy pri last week.. then all the pri 5 kids so excited.. but.. the teachers were rather fierce. but no choice. if not fierce its really hard to control..

I was quite blur as to all the procedures and stuff.. lucky got yihan and jerald who guided me and stuff.. and all the students settled down really fast..

We werent supposed to use the camera during work.. so I got one nice friend whom I saw to take a pic of us. =)

This was my dinner.. got this from someone's photos. It doesnt look or taste nice cause the pizza is cold and the chicken sticks to the cardboard.. but glad that I had dinner..

It was a great night.. I didnt take much photos cause I am not allowed to do that.. and it was shocking that the Deputy PM talked to qiwei. haha. omg. then his face filled the whole screen..

After this photo was taken.. some time later.. it POURED!! yes POURED not rain leh.. it was when everyone was super high, singing stand up for singapore and when the fireworks lit up.. the rain came. it was super big lar. with a little lightning somemore.. it was so big that I had to like clean my face donno how many times cause I cant even see clearly..

I stood there in the rain with my torn poncho covering my pouch that contains my hp and camera.. and sang the national anthem and the pledge. It was a great experience though.. It is hard to get such experience lar. It was rather messy and all the sch like jammed lar. cause all schs want to go.. but we managed to clear and then..

I SAW CHET!! .. but I was at my most unglam moments.. its realli happy to see someone u know and its a gd friend.. but i was like drenched from head to toe and wearing this plastic poncho looking like super unglam and omg. yes!! horrible.. didnt know until I saw myself in the reflection on bus.. I was so wet that I couldnt sit on the bus.. So sad.. didnt take a pic with chet.. but i dun care loh. I would take one with chet one day. its really memories.. got 2 more NE to go, 1 preview and 1 actual.. if got chance, I also want go find qiwei take pic.. his uniform super cool lar..

Another photo.. I thought this heart is realli nice. in here not realli nice lar. but if see on actual, its realli a nice formation. gd job to all the ndp performers.. they worked really hard =)

Sunday.. was kind of like feeling a bit lonely. .donno why.. couldnt get the " incident" off my head and decide to call kon celia and chet to chill..

we went oasis.. chet was a bit sick.. celia a bit tired.. feel kind of bad. but I felt that it was a gd gathering..

I donno why but I feel like knowing him more.. its like, there is a lot of things that is happening but he dun say. although I know him for so long, it feels like I dun know him at all.. feel kind of sad.. but. haiz. How I wish we four plus May can be like happy forever.. always keep in touch.. share problems.. happy stuff.. yar loh. then even when i forty years old.. or seventy years old.. we can still like meet and chill =)

I LOVE U GUYS =)

2009-07-09T04:28:00.002+10:00

Thankful to my dear friends who are always there for me.. maybe they have no choice cause i call them then they have to listen to me lar..

Saw this in D. koh blog.. so true..

They love you but they are not your lover…
They care for you but they are not from your family…
They are ready to share your pain but they are not in your blood relation…

loves =)

2009-07-07T22:49:00.002+10:00

I have learnt thru the hard way..

although it made a big impact on me.. but it made me grown up a little.. not to trust ppl too easily..

kind of sad leh.. how.. hmm.. nvm.. i guess I will have to learn.. suddenly feel like just hiding in one corner.

just feel so stupid

2009-07-02T03:10:00.001+10:00

Anyone renewing singtel iTwo Value plan but dun want buy new phone??

I want to get iphone.. but its kind of EX EX EX!!! and M1 DUN HAVE!!!

2009-07-01T02:19:00.001+10:00

Really happy to have met Amanda today.. realize I super donno abt her latest stuff.. like she going to uni and some others.. but really happy to catch up a little.. =)

Went home after that.. really dread going home.. really really.. I donno why but everything is so different after my father scolded me that day..

He said that if one day he cannot control, he will whack me.. even he go to court he also dun care.. he will just go to court… it kind of stung me.. yup.. then everything changed.. I no longer have that kind of respect I used to have for him. I dun really wan to come home to see him, hear his voice.. just feel so frustrated talking to him.. I just cant pretend that e incident didn’t happened..

This was what happened..

He came to fetch me at airport.. he said around 6-6.15pm. I didn’t see my phone cause its silent mode.. then realized it was 5.53pm already. Then a lot of miss call liao.. he waited for like 5 mins then departure hall cannot wait so he made a big round to the budget terminal. Bec of this, he shouted and scolded like crazy loh.. he say I took him for granted loh. Whatever..

Haiz.. I seriously dun feel like talking to him or looking at his face everyday which I have to if I dun stay hall next sem.. feel like renting a room near jurong.. I think if we dun see each other everyday, perhaps one will appreciate the person more..

I just dun want to hear his voice. Cause everytime his voice will just ring in my head. “ I will whack you and I dun care even if I have to go to court”.

Just kind of feel really scared to be living with such a violent man…

2009-06-26T04:27:00.005+10:00

Its time to update my monotonous blog..

Lousy quality photos cause all taken by my phone camera which dont event have auto focus.. donno why these few days forever forget to bring camera..

T3 has this lego event.. so like got diff models made of lego.. then during my break i will like go walk walk T3 sometimes.. cause my break is 2 hrs..

I think the car is really cool!!

Next up!! My DrumZout event!!

IT WAS A HUGE SUCCESS!!

Really spent a lot of time and effort for this event.. almost a year of planning.. meetings till like 2am sometimes..holidays also meetings.. finding for sponsors.. know more people.. lots of ups and down.. and finally.. I think our efffort paid off.. Really glad it did.. sacrifice a bit of my studies for this event..

THANKFUL for everyone that came down.. the crowd, the participants, the sub com and the main committee.. without all these people.. I think our event would not be that successful and good. But i dun think i will join next year.. need to brush up on my studies to pull up my GPA.. Some regrets too.. my parents didnt come and watch the event although i hinted that i wanted them to come.. they want watch the "ai" channel 8 show lar.. and i didnt invite my band instructors down cause i also donno lar.. too busy working.. bec its really a good event for all percussionist!! =)

Before the event..

Lots to do for the preparation part.. like blow balloons.. give them out.. promote our event at vivo.. shifting tables, chairs.. goodie bags.. etc. Thanks to jun yuan and yong yi who actually stayed overnight on friday to take care of the goodie bags and stuff!!

it was tedious to pack the goodie bag.. 1000 goodie bags.. packed it on friday.. one day before the event..

The crowd was super good!! LOVES =)

My favourite team and the team who won the open category of $1000 cash.. Voodoo.. They were REAL REAL GOOD!!! =)

My Lovely Biz Mags where we worked hard..

Main com and Sub com

THREE CHEERS to DRUMZOUT!! Hip Hip HURRAY!! =)

Father's Day was spent at Swensens. Feel kind of bad cause I had to celebrate in the afternoon cause I had to work at night. It was super pack at Wakaru.. Like OMG lar.. got one table is like eat until $500 plus. But it was quite a big table.. No one wants to take photo so no photos..

Here comes the DrumZout post outing..

we went to eat at shokobu ( if I never spell wrongly).
The egg omelette is nice =) but super ex. I never bring camera AGAIN.. and my friend haven upload photos.. used the neoprint machine to take pics..

I think its super record breaking of 17 people taking neoprint.. haha

Then.. my friend wanted to take the Singapore Flyer cause student got discount at $10.
Scenery up there.. actually nothing de lar. didnt really enjoy the view.. busy taking pic with others..

2009-06-16T02:29:00.002+10:00

Life has been boring.. haha.. working..

Took up a tuition job.. its at punggol.. kind of regretted it cause it need likes 45 mins of travelling..and its twice a week 1.5 hrs each.. but just see how everything goes.. maybe its just fate.

I have been splurging.. eating gd food.. shopping.. think I am crazy cause I am so broke now. but most of my money is on FOOD!!! haha. waitressing has got me walking and walking and I put on weight.. WTS!! haha. yes cause I eat my dinner at 1am everyday haiz.

okie.. off to watch my show le.

2009-06-04T04:42:00.003+10:00

Decide to post something happier.. haha
currently working as waitress.. pay is low $5 per hour.. but at least got job.. its really hard to find job nowdays.. horrible.. like admin job need like 3-6 months.. working 12pm to 12am.. but not everyday lar.. thought I would lose weight but NONONO!!! my parents lar.. I mean I really do appreciate it but they everyday will leave dinner for me even I say DUN LEAVE FOOD.. so have been eating my dinner and supper around 1am almost everday..

haha..went to malaysia last weekend.. genting and KL.. didnt buy much, just play theme park which my sis wants to play.. and bought my fav bae teh soh..

Loves the weather.. cooling.

My super brave sister decided to sit for the space shot alone.. cause I seriously dun dare. .and... haha.. she says she will never sit that again.. its really scary i guess

Took a bus down to KL from genting and then took their MRT to KLCC and Times square..

Shall blog again next time.. Hoping to meet my old friends soon..amanda..shihui.. chet..clarice.. JC friends.. which I have not seen for AGES!! I missed my jc class gathering bec I go malaysia.. sad sad.. hopefully there will be another gathering.. =)

2009-05-23T00:18:00.002+10:00

Read a friend's blog.. found i super scary like a relationship can end like super fast..

like one can be together for like 4, 5 years and suddenly. BOOM..break.. its like when the guy probably go overseas work, army, study.. haiz. so scary.

I kind of hope to get a bf soon. haha. but is someone who can understand my commitment to my studies..

I hope no one ask me abt my results. very very sad.

GPA dropped by 0.5. CAN YOU IMAGINE. LIKE DROP BY 0.5?? I WORK SUPER HARD THIS SEM CAN AND MY LAST SEM RESULTS IS CHUI.. AND THIS SEM IS.... GO BANG WALL RESULTS. HAIZ.

2009-05-19T10:58:00.014+10:00

Its time to blog i guess.. its like super busy..

had a chance to go relief teaching today.. but decided to just skip it.. too tired to control the kids.. just want to rest at home and pack my things.. yes!!! need to pack the house.. have like notes and clothes lying everywhere.. the luggage from taiwan is still THERE. lying on the floor..pa and mi has been nagging.. so i decided to PACK TODAY!! lots to do today.. and i promise to get it done..

pack my room, my cupboard, my studyroom, my living room, blog, call sponsors, go out with kon celia chet. and i guess my one day is gone...decided to do some updates on taiwan.. cause i have been super lazy to blog.. It would be quite boring for the posts I am going to post cause is my entire life in taiwan for 9 days.haha

1st DAY

The plane was delayed. .like wat the.. but its budget air lar. so no choice. but also delayed very long loh. almost close to an hour while I am stuck in the plane wondering when the plane would take off.. We reach the airport late and was OMG.. cause almost all the bus from airport is the last bus. It was kind of scary cause all the bus companies will try to snatch each other's business and ask like where u going and stuff..

airport and up in the air

I tugged my 15kg luggage.. my fault for bringing such a heavy luggage.. like we took the bus and mrt then was omg. cause have to pull here carry up the stairs.. I carried my luggage like up and down flights of stairs when a women told us that beside us was the lift. okie. felt so stupid.

Everyone was like staring at us and the mrt was quiet. like u cant really tok loh. haha. reminds me of library.

Dun care we tourist lar.. jus take pic in the mrt. haha

We finally reached our hotel.. we wanted to go to the ma tong dian, where everything is like in toilet bowl kind of bowl.. but we couldnt find it and was quite late.. the last order was over.. we decided just go ximending walk walk and eat loh..

the mee sua in ximending is omg loh. the chilli. haha. is SUPER GOOD. I didnt know how spicy it was and put like 4 smaller than tea spoon portion and it was super spicy loh. haha..

donno why my face is shock when eat the mee sua

I hate eating fried food.. but this fried chicken is nice nice =)

enjoying the fried chicken

We pooled in money too.. cause a lot of food was shared.. all 9 days was lived on mineral water cause we didnt boil any water.. no one dares to drink the water in the hotel.. first day ended in hotel around 11.30pm cause all the shops are closed except 7-11

2nd DAY

woke up early in the morning.. went to JSP for breakfast.. had egg floss crepe.. but think singapore shilin is sill he nicest. Took a bus to yang ming shan..

This sign was taken in the public bus on the way to Yangmingshan..

The trip was super long.. and some ah ma talked to us.. but is like they asked us whether we can speak chinese and is like when we say like yar. and talk to them in chinese.. they were like "你们的国语说的很好".. er.. we Chinese? The trip up was horrible.. had to take bus 260 up to yangmingshan and than change another bus 180. As there was a lot of old people.. we all gave our seats up and just stnd all the way.. the bus 280 was also super small.. those 20 seater.. and haha.. baoxian kept hitting her head..

Saw this bus with this advertisment.. haha. omg. so i chiong to go take pic with the bus while waiting for bus 108 up yangmingshan

Loves my friend camera.. could take such picture.. like can see the clouds so clearly.. my camera will go total white.. but it cost around $500? no $$

Yang ming shan was too big to cover all so we just stop at the last stop.. the weather was super good super windy.. almost can blow me off if not the few kg I gained bec of my exam stress.. lol.. Never regret going there although my leg a bit tired from standing like 1 hr on a bumpy bus and walking up the hill.. wanted to see the sulphur thingy but didnt go.. no time already.. the public wen quan also closed le..

Really nice scenary

went to dan shui after that.. kind of regretted it cause not really very nice leh.. jia yun bought the "tie dan" (metal egg) haha. actually i dun knoe what is that.. just some egg with the covering like ba kua like that.. we ate 臭豆腐 and 猪血糕 and many more.. the smelly beancurd was OMG.. its super smelly. and sorry.. I can smell urea smell in it.. the "zhu xue gao" was even more horrible.. its like a black cake kind of thing.. salty smelly.. yucks yucks yucks.. wonder why it is like one of the " must eat" in taiwan.. took some photos at dan shui river there..

Went mirama for the ferris wheel.. hee hee.. it was the huan huan ai.. where mike he and yang chen ling sat on.haha.. The scenary was okie onli lar.. can see taipei 101 but we had fun like taking pictures in the ferris wheel till the minute we came down.

went shilin market cause its famous.. but bleh.. the market which I hate most.. its gross.. the food super oily.. is not I health conscious or wat.. but its super oily.. all the food there is like FRIED, super oily... cause me not to shit for days.. the Oh lua, my friend say its the nicest she ate.. but for me.. YUCKS.. I just felt I drank a bottle of wine.. The frog eggs.. er.. nice.. but very sweet... I saw a lot of army guys and Singaporean there.. some quite not bad looking haha.. it feels really great to see ppl of ur country there. =)

The queue for this fried chicken is super long long lar.. it was like said to be nice.. but i think singapore shilin the XXL chicken even nicer loh..

This is like u choose the stick u want then they will help u barbecue.. another yucky food.. ultra oily..

ULTRA ULTRA tired.. legs sore.. its like we walked for donno how long already since morning 8am.. stomach bloated from all the food.. went back after some shopping at shiling. cannot tahan already.. everyone is super tired.. took an mrt back to ximending.. reach hotel around 11.3opm.. serene want to massage leg but in the end didnt. haha. just go back hotel bao leg loh.. =)

2009-04-20T18:38:00.003+10:00

SCARY.. to see such a results.. my FM project grades.. where people are celebrating that they got an A or A+.. I look at my grades and I go.. "hai~". Why didnt I get team mates who could analyse some stuff or.. Really quite demoralise. I tot that this project can pull me up since I didnt do well for my FM test which I STUDIED!! Yes. I very sad eh.. Go thru so much for this project and what I got was a series of Bs.. Wondering if I am in the right course..

2009-04-09T15:56:00.002+10:00

more emo posts i guess..
cause really arh.. having difficulties coping with my exams..

projects results out.. did badly. below the average cohot maks. its realli tiring.. having to work so hard than the results is not what i expected. I donno how to cope leh. 4 more days to accounting. its crazy. got lots to study. this sem no open bk got lots to memorise. .. dont know how come other ppl can cope while i cant/ why so not clever.

I wish time can stop now. I am so tired sick of everything that has been happening.
i am so scared to disappoint myself, my parents esp my father who have been very supportive ... what if i dun get the results i want.. so many so many WAT IFs..

2009-04-02T06:35:00.002+11:00

Sometimes.. i feel like a friend is a friend, but saying with her is a different things.. like staying with my roomie for almost 9 months.. hmm. I realized I dun really like it. Haha. Is like she don’t really clean the room.. the fridge almost all is her things than the fruits 3 months liao she also dun clear.. never once she cleaned it. She keep the vegetable rot liao till go water so smelly she also dun care.. then like i studying she will also dun care and on her music so loudly. is like obvious tat i studying right.. even she go sleep she also wont off her music one loh.. but i dun care lar. she sleep i go off..
then during exam times she gets so competitive.. keep asking me what I studying even though we different course. Its so frustrating. So usually during exams times I dun like to stay hall.. she will like

Her: Eh, wat u doing?
Me: accounting.
Her: oh accounting so many words one arh.
Is like why u care.. also not ur course one?

Then she will like.
Her: Eh so late u dun want to sleep lar. Sleep lar..
Me: I doing tutorial.
Her: Ah ya. Do already also dun understand. Just go sleep lar..

then she will continue to mug...is like wat the?
i kind of bad to say abt her lar. but haiz.

2009-03-29T20:51:00.002+11:00

went back to secondary school carnival to perform.. though i played onli extra parts.. haha.. but it was enjoyable. rekindling those feelings of playing.. haha.. ( although i spent quite a lot of time and have less time to study for my tests.. ) I donno whether i will regret the time spent on like the performance and the practices but i kind of really miss performing and stuff.. yar.

the perc section.. we had two invited guests from tp. =) the juniors came back..

My family went to riben chun at tamp stadium to eat.. haha.. makes me think of those days where me celia and kon will eat there after swimming at tampines stadium.. the sushi. haha.. nice and cheap.. i mean not realli cheap but compared to sakae.. its much cheaper..

Some nice photos..

Really great scenery .. no photoshop or editing.. think it was last sunday. the sky was really omg.haha.. hardly see such sky colour so i took it..

2 more weeks to exams.. and still got 3 more presentations and 1 proj submission. no study break.

2009-03-24T05:29:00.003+11:00

Three more weeks to exams..

and got lots of tutorials still not done.. lectures still haven cover finish.. projects due.. presentations..quizes.. is like WTF. cant the sch just give us a study break.??. it is like three more weeks to exams and they are still covering syllubus.

I realli realli wish TIME CAN STOP..

want to catch up with friends.. not just the pathetic 2 hrs i spent at celia house last week..
dinner with wan hsin and florence and gang..
catch up with amanda and shi hui cause last time i pang sei them
go visit my grandmother cause super long no see her..
go eat dinner with family cause i threw temper when my mum wanted to go out and eat when i have 2 quiz plus 2 proj submission this week.
want to relax and sleep..
sleep means to sleep without setting the timing for the alarm clock to ring but to wake up naturally.
chiong tv drama serials..
go jogging or swimmming.. since mths i did that.

I want my life back!

2009-03-10T23:26:00.004+11:00

Something interesting to share.. I was googling for Amanda's happy pills when i saw this..I got these pic from a person's blog..

There is this shop selling happy pills tucked literally between two buildings on Avinguda del Portal de l'Angel.

Look at these bottles.. realli like medicine but ..Whatever you see here are..
Sweets.. gummy sweets.. look at their wide selections of sweet..

Really feel like going there myself to buy.. and its realli cool to franchise it loh.. =) cause i think a lot of ppl need it.. I also need it..

2009-03-09T15:49:00.003+11:00

One more month to exams..

seems long.. Not realli.. one week pass by another week..

hmm.. had night cycling from NTU to east coast.. reaching east coast at around 6 plus i think.. it was a OMG experience cause its my first time.. haha.. it was not as fun as it should be cause we had to keep ourself safe by cycling only at the left hand side of the road and everyone was like behind each other so we couldnt tok tok.. cause cant realli hear with the cars like zooming pass you.. but like those stops at the food area allowed us to tok a little.

Lots of apologies for last min not going for the gathering.. guess Shihui and Amanda must be pissed off but I was seriously tired..

It was fun.. esp like its 3am in the middle of the night and you are cycling at PSA there.. passing by vivo city.. its crazy loh.. with the cars honking sometimes.. realised that those cars.. in the middle of the night.. they drive realli super fast.. even those long vehicles.. and there are a lot of them at night.. rather scary when they pass by you.. but safety was realli good with all the senior and two of my friends helping us to block and lead the way..

at like 3 plus am.. I was half cycling half sleeping. haha

Before setting out..

1t stop- at some random coffee shop

2nd stop- West coast mcdonald.. no photos..

3rd stop- flyer there.. got stop at the bridge but my camera was not with me.. so no pic..

Last stop- Phew.. East coast park

If ask me to do this again.. I guess i would say Yes BUT only after exams haha.. realli no time to study liao..

Realli do envy kon and celia that they can gather a while to go out and stuff while I am stuck in school.. having to chiong my tutorials, frantically trying to catch up.. projects and coping with my cca demands too..

I ALSO WANT!! But my father asked my to prioritise lar.. which is true.. after 22 April, I can do whatever I want till August when school starts.. ITS JUST ONE MORE MONTH.. okie.. I am going to tahan and work for my exams.. and I am going to taiwan on the 28th April.. so just one more month..

I will have freedom for 3 mths!! but need to work haha =)

2009-03-06T19:42:00.003+11:00

when the results was announced..

Maybe its just God's planning that I am not prepared enough..
Maybe its just pre-destinated that I shouldnt' go..
Maybe its just that I will not be able to adapt when I go there..

I shall work hard and aim for better grades to increase my chances..

Sobs Sobs..

2009-03-02T02:41:00.002+11:00

I am starting to hate Drumz___. It is realli affecting me a lot.

Need to go to NUS to do publicity tomorrow. SUCKS. I actually got something on which I already postponed twice. Guess I have to call them tomorrow to postpone it again. Internal publicity on tue.

I wish time can just stop.

STOP.
Give me a break.

Break from all work, all misfortunes.

2009-02-26T15:43:00.002+11:00

This week is recess week.. and it should be a holiday!!

YES I AM ENJOYING MYSELF.. IMMERSING MYSELF IN PROJECTS.

I wanted to meet up friends this week. but i guess.. no time.. i enjoyed myself for 3 days lar.. but after that jiu meeting and meeting.. then my projects not done..

cac so much things to do.. sponsors. canvanssing..

lousy group mates.. difficulty in coping with everything.. my studies.. driving... etc..

ARGH!!!!

I miss my friends.. super long no see celia, kon, holly, amanda, wan hsin, cheryl, joy... etc...

Happy Holidays to me!!! =)

now.. just pray hard that i can cope with my studies and also get to netherlands.. =)

2009-02-22T05:23:00.001+11:00

not going to mention the Quizes that I had..

hmm.. my friend told me that her friends IT quiz got some funny questions like..

computer hardware question
1) motherboard 2) sisterboard 3) fatherboard

internet question
1) brownie 2) cookie 4) cake

oh man.. its super lame lar..

2009-02-05T14:06:00.002+11:00

IT SUCKS

didnt get into ambassador
didnt get into INSTEP, hoping i can get in the second round desperately.
brought formal wear but didnt bring the inner t shirt (stupid right. I put the suit and shirt together but never bring the shirt along)
accidentally slept. didnt do my tutorial.
random gastric the whole day even though i ate
wake up late for class
forget to bring my textbook to class.
brought textbook for friend, bring wrong one.
want do tutorial, left tutorial questions in hall.

okie. hope all these bad things END HEREE...

Donno why super irritating loh.. like keep getting all the unlucky things this week.
But most of them is my fault of forget fullness of not bringing the tutorials..
and not so cleverness of me to get good GPA to get priority for instep.
the lack of determination not to sleep when studying.
the lack of determination to wake up early for my lessons

Super ultra sian and sad.

2009-02-03T23:27:00.002+11:00

Realli Realli feel like just digging a hole and just hide there forever.. or go live somewhere in the caves, escaping from all the work, all the datelines.. all the catching up and the lack of sleep..

So tired from all these stuff. How I wish I can just take a break before coming back to complete the pile of workload.. tutorials.. projects.. event organising... all so way behind time..

But I know I cant do that and I have got no time.

2009-01-29T14:22:00.002+11:00

Happy Chinese New Year.

Currently feeling the after effects of New Year due to the goodies.. had so much goodies that i gained weight and feel that my spare tire around my waist is increasing.. haha..

Wed started sch with so many tutorials undone, not revised, have not read up ... projects are coming in again.. finding difficulties to cope with my studies now.. just cant understand the concept even though i read thru text book.. always going to the class with a blur face..
I hate it when I learn things slow, thats why I prefer tuition where I can clarify things..

In the past, I could ask my parents to register me for tuition if i face difficulties.. but not in uni anymore.. can ask seniors.. but they also got their own like problems. haix

today's Amanda 20th birthday.. Happy Happy Birthday!!!cant celebrate with her cause like reach home donno what time liao..

okie. one hour to go to my Biz Law Lecture =)

2009-01-19T16:38:00.003+11:00

I am so stuck in the com lab doing my projects.. omg. there is like super so much do. I cant stand it anymore. like new year is this coming week and I like have so much undone.
I think new year i must also be spent like doing my projects and my tutorials. Chinese New Year is only like TWO DAYS and it is MON and TUE. how I wish it was THURS and FRI.

Drumzout is also piling up my job.. OH man. I think I am going crazy. I
got time to do my work de lar, but it means non stop of doing tutorials loh. but then i will have no time for relaxing and slacking which I Need
!!

okie. back to go and do my project liao. like so much tutorial haven do u yet lar.

Argh.

Looking fwd to
-my reunion dinner on thurs with amanda and shi hui
-Reunion dinner with Kon Chet Celia

2009-01-08T19:09:00.006+11:00

currently in hall.. tried studying but failed. decided to blog. i can go home today de. tomorrow no lesson but later got meeting at 9.30pm. sian. but is fun one lar. is meet to learn balloon scupturing from my friend friend so that we can sell during a small carnival thingy to raise funds for our event.
supposed to have a 4 hours seminar but it was last minute cancelled.

can you imagine like tomorrow got lesson than today the lecturer say cancelled?? wa lao. i wait there so long then realised it has been cancelled when i check the computer. lucky is IT class with computers all over.

Happily eating my Subway sandwich which is my second lunch and thinking to lose weight.. I love Subway, Coffeebean and Starbucks.. but all so expensive stuff.. so broke now. is like deficit..

Anyone can teach me how to lose weight with eating. I love food lar. I have to fit into my rather tight fitting new year clothes. Donno why I bought that dress also. nvm.. my stomach is so big from the after effects of 5 day eating 7 dishes and cakes from my malaysia trip.

this week.. I spent money like water.. my father gave me 150 dollars for my new year clothes.. but i spent it all already!!! without buying any clothes. OH MY.. just my accounting book cost me $57. wa piang. bec they change the book loh. irritating. The rest of the money went into eating.. class gathering. bday celebration.. hai yoyo..

1st Jan.

Hall One Pot luck cum Pyjamas gathering

This pic is super cool.. cause is the camera is smile detection than serene dun believe so she HAHAHA with her mouth so big then jiu shi like tat haha..

2nd Jan. Chilli pepper crab with celia kon kon sis and chet

haha celia using all her fingers to eat. lol.

It is realli hard for 4 of us to get together for a dinner even though we are al in singapore. haha. I kind of think that we all grown up liao..

IN THE PAST..

celia, i think u cant believe i have this photo. haha..

Me with my classic short frige. its is super ugly. chet look so innocent loh in the past. donno what kon doing also..

Those were the 2e4 days...
I got one nice nice pic with me kon chet may but i cant find the softcopy.. it is the one i develop for may before she went australia. i have that in my hall too.. but no softcopy.. May I didnt forget you.. but i dont have your sec sch days photo.. i onli have hard copy. haha..

thank you kon for e christmas present!!

2009-01-01T18:26:00.003+11:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!!

A Brand New Year..
So some New Year Resolution which i always dont' follow.. I try this year.

1. SLIM DOWN!!!
2. SAVE MONEY
3. Balance my life between my FAMILY, my FRIENDS, my DREAM and my STUDIES.
4. Do more community work
5. Will add on when I think of more..

Wishlist( confirm more add ons)
1. Crumpler bag and my G shock watch.. I am getting them soon. haha. use my savings first then use my ang bao money to put it back. if not i will be broke
2. cant have any now since i have to save money. hee =)

2008-12-22T01:59:00.001+11:00

something which i enjoyed..

watching movie at tp with my best-ies.

2008-12-22T00:45:00.004+11:00

last sun.. it was actually Disney sentosa trip!! but... IT RAINED.. and not onli rain but rain the WHOLE DAY.. haiz.. so we didnt went sentosa in the end.. so sad. Another sad thing is that it was supposed to be a lot of ppl de.. but so little people turn out for the outing..

then when we met the guys? They were playing bridge and dai di outiside GV.. they play there from 10am to 1.40pm leh..

Of course the girls wont wait there lar.. and we haven ate breakfast so we three girls went to eat at Kim Gary which they say very nice lar.. but i eat liao.. okie lar.. not bad.. a bit ex though.. my face dun look so swollen in this pic so i love this pic!! haha

me and Jia Yun.

The first christmas tree i took pic with..

Guess what are these.. stones? Rocks?.. No no..

They are CUSHIONS!! SO cute right.. got some super soft one.. I love them lar.. it was at the national geographic thingy at Vivo.. but i think they are not for sale.. =( is for those children to sit while watching the video one..i think

Me and Bao Xian

After walking and walking.. we went back to vivo around one plus to get ready for the show.. more girls turned up.. we watched when the earth stood still.. graphics nice.. but the plot is not realli good leh.. yar. but i like the effect and stuff lar. haha. although a lot of people say not nice.

After movie..i spent a lot of money le loh. so i actually didnt want to spent money le.. then this person.. SHE suggest going to eat ice cream. so either B&J or Swensens.. then we went to Swensens loh.. then SHE say she spent a lot of money still want to eat Swensens.. but you know what? SHE say we share share so cheaper but SHE left before the ice cream came loh. say got smth on. HUH? Wat the..

the banana crumpler was not of standard that day sia. pour the syrup no smoke at all and not hot lar. As in Swensens then pay so much money at least maintain your standard a bit lar. Vivo somemore..

For those who watched the earth stood still.. then you will know wat this pic is abt. It looks as if it is one of the scene in the movie with the light thingy where the alien want to come to Earth.. but this is real.. cause it was cloudy after rainy so the sun looked like that.. and i didnt do any effects. it was like dark dark that when the pic was taken..

So little ppl when for the outing loh.. as compared to like the number of people in Disney Family..

2008-12-09T03:52:00.005+11:00

6 DEC
went on a C-DAY with celia kon and kon sis.. it was C day cause its Celia's day?.. haha.. so had to do everything C.. actually i last min go join them de haha..

we went Cartel for breakfast..

My fav pic with my face looking less meaty.

I wanted to eat subway.. so they bei me go.. we ate Cookies and we Camhoring all the time there..

I love this pic which i took.. so natural..

This pic is master piece loh.. i must be wondering what Celia is doing and Shirin got the pic with me unknown that i was in the pic. haha

I guess best friends do weird things together.. haha

then we went to eat ice -Cream outside bk.

we sang Christmas Carol ( our fa lala) while watching the strawberry Cupcake.

I had to be home for dinner so didnt went for their Chili and pepper Crab.

had a wonderful but tiring day. haha =)

2008-12-06T10:56:00.003+11:00

5 Dec..

went swimming with kon and celia.. my second time i guess..

had fun. haha..

and i thought the shark thingy was funni with Kon being scared kanna kick by celia.haha. lol..

then after swimming.. we went to eat sushi at ri ben chun.. yay.. so nice =)

realli happy.. than can test out my camera too...

anyway, celia, u look skinny.. ur stomach so flat..

pic took by celia.. i hate sashimi. so raw..

We cleared everything except for one cherry which no one wants. haha.. the waffle a bit nua..

Celia so nice, know i want to test my cam, haha.. so we took pics =)

upload this cause at least kon had an eye in the picture. i think not eye lar. is just one line, cannot see the eye. haha

lets go swimming next fri again!! =)

2008-12-03T01:47:00.007+11:00

Long time since i updated my blog..
exams over.. donno how is it going to turn out but i did my best..
thank all my friends and family for the support and understanding of burst of emo-ness during the exam period. Holly msg me during my exam period too. rather surprised actually. haha..

lots of things happen recently after my exams.. have been spending money like water i guess..like everyday also go out.. travelling expenses is crazy and i have not been working. oh man..thats bad.. have been emo these few days..like with friends still okie.. but once i am alone.. lots of stuff begin to like sweep past my mind. donno why leh.. can just cry suddenly once smth small happen. haiz. after exams.. i dont seem to feel happy. haha. just feel that there are still lots of things to do and before i know.. sch is going to reopen soon.. been going around singapore shopping.. eating.. oh man.. growing sideways.. cant seem to drop the weight i gained during the exams.. went to find amanda for lunch. realli miss her so much loh.

went to library a few times then saw how ppl book seats.. look at how this person book. haha.. one textbook one file and one bag each on on chair. haha.. is o level de..

went to airport to fetch my father in the middle between my marketing and stats paper cause he coming back from china.. then i went there very early so went shopping around the airport and i saw this!! haha. then of course thought of dear celia. its scary loh. haha. then when i told my sis tat celia like mon chichi, she was like.." you cant keep looking at it.. you will have pimples like the mon chichi" haha. =)

went for breakfast with kon and celia during my exam time and after my exams.. sometimes i eel wierd when i am with them but it is understandable. haha but realli had a great tiem with u guys!! loves

went with kon to serangoon area.. but no photos.. kon busy busy.. must wait long long before he sent. haha =)
went to kbox with wan hsin and cheryl.. still waiting wh to upload her photos. we were damm high and i sang my heart out. haha..

Disney outing!! i didnt know they confirmed the outing loh.. never tell me.. actually i didnt want to go but since i was nearby, i decided to go since jinglin was the only girl. haha. so it became two girls. haha

Russell's 21st birthday.. first time going to a 21st bday party.. realli excited.. the place was super high class.. it was at vivo serenity.. he book almost the whole place and have a singer to sing. oh man.. i drink cocktail and i got a headache after that.. i dun get drunk when i drink alcohol but just a headache. haha.weird. realli enjoyed it..

After the 21st bday celebration, some of us went to walk around vivo and i saw this at Toy R Us. .cool loh.. just specialise in children.. not cheap though.. $18. more ex than wat i usually pay for my haircut.

Disney girls outing..

we went to k again shun bian celebrate melissa and jia yun bday... at top one. was nice.. we called the waiter in just to help us take photo.. then we felt a bit bad so we order the complementary drinks. haha..

My friend sing super loud lar. haha. look at my face and u know. haha =) but it was super funny.

We used the smoke effect thingy.and we took a pic.. it turn out to be like tat.. almost suffocated.

okie.. off to go and do my minutes le.. had a almost 5 hour meeting today.super tired.

May God Bless celia who i think was emo today. Realli pai sei, couldnt go sing song with you cause i was stuck in school bec of a briefing and than had to go for a meeting at Plaza Sing.

2008-11-17T20:44:00.002+11:00

super ultra long no update my blog..

OB paper is over thats gd. marketing paper this coming wednesday. realli scared haha. esp for my statistics. i donno i studying correct not leh. haiz. donno lar.. then so much things to study loh.like cant study finish one. then i cannot tahan keep studying liao lar. hai yoyo..

went to airport study sometimes. then met celia to eat dinner tok tok.. its realli nice when like studying super stress.. see everyone at bk studying then have friends to like tok tok.. relieve stress. haha..

went to raz concert.. it was great loh. so long never go see concert le and meet isaac and juan le. it was nice and i think they played realli well.. miss percussion sia. want to play. hope juan send me the photos soon.. and that day i said to myself i am going to study the whole day since i going concert at night but.. I DIDNT. oh man.. donno why the motivation that day was SUPER low and i KEPT eating non stop .. ( i gained weight lar. .going to use my dec holi to lose those weight fats and tummy)

i want to work now lar.. need earn money. but holiday one mth only.. anyone got lobang?? i realli want to work!!!

2008-11-04T13:12:00.002+11:00

KOn bday celebration turned out to be a small gathering without kon!! haha.. yar.

We went to eighteen chef.. the food was okie nia leh. haha.. This is how i felt lar. But also not very ex.. but the ice cream was nice! haha =)
Chet joined us after we finished our dinner haha..

We then went to Starbucks.. the cheesecake look horrible here but its actually nice =) Thanks celia for bringing it although i was super full cause its the first time i ate New York Cheesecake haha..

Random shots at Starbucks.. Me and celia trying to make our face thinner.. But looking at this pic i think my face didnt went smaller but my lips like hotdog like tat leh. haha..

Coversation at Starbucks

Zhuang: Celia, do you think i have the look of an accountant?

Celia: You like a bread! haha

BREAD?? okie.. Tats my favourite food.. haha lol =)

My mum forgot i not eating.. but my fault also lar.. cause i never tell her.. then she cook ALL my FAV dishes.. so this is my second dinner.. look at the amt of food i had to eat loh.. I clear 3/4 of it then felt tired went to sleep.. think i grew fatter..

Looking forward to meeting my friends after exam!

2008-11-01T03:09:00.001+11:00

SAD.. SOBS..

FAILED STATS QUIZ even though i studied real hard for it

WAY below the average mark.

FEELING STUPID..UGLY.. FAT

=(

2008-10-30T23:10:00.003+11:00

SUPER DUPER shity loh..
haiz

yesterday pour coffee all over my textbook,my tutorial and notes, jeans..

then i was thinking.. okie.. nvm..

today WORSE..

the tuna i put in the container leak!! then the water from the tuna like spilled all over my bag... my GC.. prayed hard that nothing happens to my graphic calculator cause i need it for the test tomorrow and MY EXAMS!! then no extra GC le.. cause need to register calculator.. then my bag and calculator all the tuna smell.. =(

haiz..

seriously dun feel like doing anything..

2008-10-30T16:28:00.006+11:00

I have changed my blog skin.. its time my blog has a new look.. Love this skin.. simple yet nice.. but i got feeling i will change again when i get bored? haha

cant wait to but a new camera that belongs to me only.. !! been trying to save but cant save so need some sponsorship from my papa.. haha.. going to buy this Cannon Ixus 80 IS pink!! I think its pretty although pink seems a bit bimbotic. but its nice =) hope the price drop pls..during sitex fair.. hope drop lar.. now is $399.. drop till $300 can? haha.. dun think will drop that much.. will buy if its around $329? cause airpot transit currently got promotion at $379. Got any better and cheaper camera to recommend. haha?

I am so going to take lots of pic with it lar.. cam hor haha.. Tomorrow got stats test and i now still like trying to focus with revising and using my laptop..

okie.. random photos.. a bit long ago but cause new blog skin so put some nice and unglam photos. haha

See this photo? super ugly.. taken during cac pyjamas party and its placed on facebook!! oh man.. my mouth not even close. haha lol..

Nice photo of me and my roomie during hall ball.. I am wearing a tube lar.. can anyone believe it? Its the first time i wearing tube and cause it was like in my cupboard since january this year so i decided to wear.. its M size so it kept dropping and i kept pulling haha.. super unglam.. who ask i dun have the 'liao' to hold the dress.. haha lol.. =)

2008-10-28T23:03:00.002+11:00

Weekends.. haiz. didnt make full use of this long holidays.. but its over le.. just regret not making full use of it but NVM.. i shall chiong the rest of the week and next week and next week.. etc until my exams are over!! but i dun think i got the stamina lar.. haha.. looking fwd to KON BDAY OUTING..plus RAZ CONCERT plus FLORENCE bday outing.. OH MY!!! How to STUDY for exams? hai yo yo.. so must make full use of time to study loh.

currently....MY HEAD IS SPINNING.. donno why suddenly down with this thingy.. cant even walk straight properly..

headache.. mouth got two big ouncer.. super pain.. want go sleep.. saw a wasp in my room.. scream.. open the door.. then went back to sleep. haha..

ARGH.. GET THIS SLEEP and SICK monster AWAY!!

tomorrow got com fund quiz. seriously, i got no confidence in myself.. cause i work hard for the presentation then like so bad. put effort in the email.. also did bad.sian. tomorrow its like another english writing thingy and my eng sucks. haiz. nvm.. do my best then I'll have no regrets loh. yar. ppl usually tell me that. =)

Hope...
Amanda is doing fine with her intern although she seems unhappy..
My sister is doing well in her O Levels exams..
May, she can finish up her report..
and to Me!! JIA YOU for my com fund test and presentation and stats quiz and MY EXAMS!!

haha lol.. realli glad that my roommie did well for her quiz.. 80/100 leh.. ZAI.haha.. realli happy for her with a tingy little envy haha.. =)

okie.. i think i am going to have diahorrea le. argh.!

2008-10-27T20:20:00.002+11:00

KON's birthday was on fri..

hope u had fun and maybe heard the radio delegation i made..
Although i was rather sian that you didnt reply my sms or answer my call..

see u soon this sat!

I realli realli feel so distance away from my buddies.. =( Maybe its just different lifestyle ba.

2008-10-17T03:19:00.003+11:00

It was cac pyjamas party.. interesting.. i bought my winnie the pooh pyjamas which is the only one i have but didnt dare to wear it lar. brought onli. haha.. but a lot of ppl wear loh.. the girls i saw got hello kitty one and very cute polka dots one. haha..

I think these are the committee for such events.. they are the welfare arh. donno leh. haha.

2008-10-16T00:21:00.002+11:00

went to KPMG for corporate visit yesterday..

not bad.. though i was rather tired .. yar.. been feeling tired and restless.. rather lethargic. no motivation to study..

ZHUANG SHU!!! YOU MUST STUDY OK?? ONLY LIKE LESS THAN ONE MONTH TO EXAMS AND EVERYONE IS MUGGING!!! DUN SLEEP AND SLEEP!!
going crazy.. haha.. need some motivation..

oh the KPMG visit was not bad.. like the company and its structure.. think i would try to go to their tax advisory for internship cause i think it is interesting.. yup =)

been eating like non stop.. like 6 meals a day.. yesterday ate 2 scoops of scoopz ice cream too.. getting fatter and fattter.. i suddenly want to like burge on food..just ate according to my craving and omg lar..like every two hours i will eat something.. hmm..is fattening food leh. not heathy kind..

anyway.. today went for the volleyball prac.. although it was short one hour but i had fun.. nad my hand hurts a lot.. but is i want to learn to play so must REN.. haha.. i think it is fun though although serve ball hand very painful.. need to peservere cause i want to play it well.. =) hee

off to STUDY!! must go off laptop.. if not will keep using. ...

2008-10-13T02:03:00.001+11:00

SOMEONE MOTIVATE ME TO STUDY!! haha..

everytime i come home.. then i will slack..

cause i realli love my HOME. haha.. its spacious and big compared to my hall loh.. then got tv.. got my LOVELY bed.. =)

its time i change my blogskin.. getting sian of it..

2008-10-07T22:54:00.002+11:00

Yesterday didnt bring my phone to hall.. OMG.. i realised i couldnt survive without my phone.. lucky my dear papa brought it to hall today.. if not.. omg.. one week without my handphone is so OMG. cant contact anyone.. haha..

yesterday was clarice and abi bday!! i delicated song to them and also to kon celia may bla bla.. did u all hear on 933?

today i went to mr bean..

me: can i have icy mocha soya bean pls?
counter: hot or cold?
me: ( i was thinking huh? icy mocha soya mean is cold one mar, so i repeated, emphazing on the icy mocha) can i have ICY MOCHA soya bean?
counter: hot or cold?
me: okie. i guess maybe got hot lar.. so i said cold.
counter: she passed me the normal soya bean drink.

hai yo yo

2008-09-29T00:25:00.003+10:00

Just really scared..

hope everything turns out fine..

felt rather lonely..
when i wanted someone to tok to.. I realised there was no one.

maybe its just me and my emo syndrome

2008-09-19T19:45:00.002+10:00

YAY!! super happy!! I have been like internet deprived for 3 days..

Thanks to my cac sp clarence.. omg.. he so pro lar.. within twenty mins then my problem is solved!!

YAY!! haha. now i like so on the moon kind of feeling.. I have been like stucked in hall without internet leh. tats seriously seriously bad loh.

later going to eat at bedok 85 with celia kon and chet =) Woo.. SUPER long never see chet le lar.. he can come omg., haha.. rather miracle hee hee.. hope he realli do come meet us. cause he always not confirm de..

2008-09-16T01:46:00.002+10:00

came back from cac meeting. shack.yar.. meeting since 7.30pm..

Donno why but suddenly want to write this post..

want to thank him for taking care of me during the camp and around 2 weeks after the camp..

he talked to me during the camp.. then make me more socializable.. haha. took care of me.. like helping me take food during the dinner.. calling me and waiting for me when others have left to go to supper when i actually also left with them.. sat beside me in the bus when i didnt want to sit in a two ppl empty chair.. then i somemore say him why sit beside me but i know is he scared i dare not sit cause no one sitting with me. I feel really blessed cause like got brother taking care of me. haha

but i donno why but feel that things has changed.. yar. rather sad.. feel like asking why but nvm.

I just hope to find some really close friend in ntu? maybe same course then can study together.. yar..

My days in NTU will be happy!! =)

2008-09-13T02:19:00.001+10:00

I think this is interesting.. heehee =) saw it in Julian's facebook..

2008-09-12T17:43:00.002+10:00

I was thinking abt breakups.. since it happened to my good friends..

how ppl actually break up?? i was thinking.. DRIFTing off.. yar.. its like the reason always like never tok to each other.. so like drift off and stuff.. yar.. I think communication is impt ba.. even how busy i think also must at least call or sms??

donno lar.. end of the week.. happy! tomorrow is moon cake festival.. yay.. my sis say at home got one chocolate mooncake.. haha. she left half for me.. have been eating a lot..

2008-09-11T01:15:00.002+10:00

been feeling tired.. mentally and physically tired..

so many things to do and to think about..

I tot i like him cause he has the character that I am looking for.. but i realised.. its not the case. maybe its him that i think that i like instead.

hoping everything will go smoothly for me.. cause these few days lots of things happen.. emo emo. haha. ya.. tomorrow and rest of the days will be good =)

2008-09-08T23:32:00.002+10:00

我说错了什么吗?
你为什么突然对我那末冷淡..
好奇怪阿..
可以回到以前的样子吗?

2008-09-05T03:57:00.003+10:00

JUst came back from supper..

had barbecue today.. my hair still got the barbecue smell even though i like put extra shampoo..

I think i need to change myself .. ya.. i am getting into my JC1 depressed life.. donno why but got this feeling that she dun realli like me. haha.. ya.. today i say i want go jogging then ask her along.. but after that had to help out for the barbecue so she had to accompany me ya..then i somemore went up to do my tutorials for a while.. haiz.. nvm.. maybe i think too much..

BALANCE.. its so difficult to find the right balance.

2008-09-04T01:21:00.002+10:00

Today rain super heavy loh.. my clothes all wet cause never come back hall in time to keep the clothes..

see the pic? its like water fall loh.. the stream of water.. so heavy lar.. the rain.

feeling fat today..haha..

my friend say that bread is fatening when i just ate 3 slices today for breakfast. but dun care lar.. i love eating bread haha..

lazy to go exercise too..

2008-09-03T02:39:00.003+10:00

currently it is 12.39am..

I just watched the ponding of Kenneth.. Happy 21st Birthday! I think the tradition of ponding is fun lar.. but the pond seriously stink and I will NOT want myself to be pond. lucky this year my birthday nothing happened to me.. hee hee..I think 21st birthdays are important but some guys think that it is just a normal birthday. haha.. i think girls will treat it differently ba.. thinking of what i would want.. maybe just a celebration at home? like buffet where my mum cooks or call catera..decorate my house.. ask some friends over.. tat would be nice.. haha.. =)

I have friends who organise chalets.. go celebrate in hotels.. yar. those are nice.. but i was wondering abt the money loh.. like it is the parents who are paying lar.. i rather they give me the money in cash.. hee hee.. but maybe i also want big celebration.. haha. one day for ntu friends,one day for family,one day for jc friends. haha... CRAZY! i day dreaming only...

now a lot of disney ppl go eat supper le while i am in hall blogging.. i got tons of work to do.. CV and resume that is assessed to be handed in tomorrow and i am not done with it! I really wanted to go supper with them leh.. but there is something that keeps sounding in my mind which is self discipline. haha... serious word to use but frequently used by my papa.. I think staying in hall needs A LOT of self discipline and management of time..
yar.. i think since got so many things to do, i think i shld not go supper.. i cant join everything right.. maybe ppl will say i not enthu.. mugger.. bla bla.. but i got work to do leh.. ya loh.. no choice.. but i wished i can go eat with them .haha.. =)

tomorrow's another long day.. but hope it will be a long and GREAT day!! =)

2008-09-01T22:59:00.003+10:00

on sat i went to my ah ma house.. so long never see her le..

She said she would cook and yippee!! i love my ah ma cooking.. everything she cooks are nice..

The food doesnt look too nice right? but they taste super nice even though they are just simple dishes. haha .=) I ate so much..

Now currently in hall.. feeling tired.. headache after the othelo game..

was feeling very tired and my head was spinning during the game... i dint want to go but i guess just participate in some hall stuff so that i may be able to stay..

now then starting on my tutorials and project.. i think my father is kind of worried abt my balance between my hall activities and my studies.. like he call me so late then i still outside..ppl may ask me why i dun want tell him i in my room but seriously i dun think i shld lie to my father abt my stuff in hall loh..

i will try to balance as much as possible ya.. focusing more on my studies definitely.. although it may compromise a little of social activities like ppl may say i not enthu bla bla..but sometimes no choice lar.. parents and my own expectations..

bought so much food.. stock up a lot too... those containers have a lot of food!! haiz.. its so difficult to go on a diet..

more food in the fridge. haha =)

2008-08-27T20:10:00.003+10:00

ARGH... I LOST MY THUMBDRIVE AGAIN...

its the SECOND time i lose it lar..

haiz.. sad sad.. sobs sobs.. and this time is my father gave it to me cause i requested leh.. its 4GB!!

saw my sp today... hee hee.. he now with a girl .. so cute lar. haha.. see they so xing fu, i also very happy. haha.. =).. but make me want to tan lian ai also. haha

2008-08-26T23:21:00.001+10:00

I think i am suffereing from the stress syndrome again.. oh no!!!

feeling headache again..

2008-08-25T15:32:00.003+10:00

Had a super long seminar on OB.. its FOUR hours with only 10 minutes break.. oh man..first thing in the morning from 8.30 to 12.30...

i donno why but i just cant participate in class leh.. i cant bring myself to shout out an opinion which i feel for a particular question.. GOODNESS.. i have to learn to participate more actively.. haiz..

i learnt abt knowing ur bad and ur gd points.. can anyone tell me something negative or positive abt me? haha.. maybe i donno leh.. think its better when someone tells u cause u will not know many things abt urself that others know.. thats the blind spot. its also normal for many people to comment abt ur gd things in front of you.. yar loh.. so very hard to know one's negative point de..

doing my tutorial now.. later got presentation.. hope everything goes well and dont' so many people shoot questions. =)

2008-08-24T23:29:00.003+10:00

Went to watch firework festival yesterday.. then i saw celia daddy making balloons there..

It was seriously tiring, having to squeeze through so many people and the crowded 518 bus.. i reach home at 11.30.. super shag.. then haven to complete the project which i am proud of cause i actually finished it..

went to run the safra bay run today!! first short short run.. i never run so much de loh.. 6km!! its like very short distance for many but to me its like rather an achievement.. cause i only started running beyond 3.6km this year.. all in my life, the longest distance i ran is 3.6km which is my school cross country.. then i decided to increase my distance after i manage to ran bedok reservoir without stopping =)..

saw a lot of ppl today! saw my cousin with his army mates.. wen yang.. clovis.. its great to see them since long time no see..Really happy that i ran.. but i came back and started my eating again. haha.. cant stop eating..

tomorrow sch is going to start again.. haiz.. i seem to have so many things to do. Hope this week is going to be great for me.. i am too happy to know that celia father is alright =)

2008-08-22T01:09:00.000+10:00

SO SORRY to my group members for being one and a half hour late for the project..

i overslept!

haiz.. think i got to bring more alarm clocks to my hall..

2008-08-16T00:27:00.002+10:00

YAY!!! SINGAPORE WON A PLACE IN THE FINALS OF OLYMPICS..

SILVER OR GOLD.. It doesnt matter.. cause the medal is there ALREADY!

I AM SUPER PROUD LOR. AND SUPER DUPER HAPPY!! =)

I want fly there and celebrate and scream and shout lar.. sure very high de.

2008-08-15T04:28:00.002+10:00

long long super long never update liao..

went for camps..met a lot of friends.. yar.. both the cac and the hall camp was fun. but hall camp was super jia lat and dirty. but it was fun!!

the worse was passing the raw egg inside the mouth from one mouth to another.. that is super gross.. somemore girl guy girl guy..

initiation night was super OMG.. i had nutella milo flour egg chilli sauce soya sauce and tissue paper all mix together with my hair cause some senior go messed up my hair.. super disgusting.. haha.. BUT i had a lot of fun.. then kanna sun burnt.. second time i kanna sun burn in my life.

I miss home.. seriously.. hall life okie lar.. very shag loh. cause like first week was supper almost everyday..eating ben and jerry ice cream like at 10.30.. then playing basket ball till like 2.30am.. haha..super tiring..but these are some things not able to experience once i get out of university..

My birthday was memorable.. shall upload stuff abt it once celia send me photos.. I had a great time with my friends.. =) thanks to KON CELIA AMANDA.. the CAC ppl and my hall mates who wished me.. Really appreciate wat kon celia and amanda did for me.. planned.. like somemore must discuss. I love the chocolate cake lar. haha. nice nice.. and the kbox session..
was touched when the cac camp ppl meet up for dinner then suddenly as i was talking to my friends.. they sang HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. i was supper shocked cause i tot whose birthday then everyone looking at me, haha,..

projects coming in..i very scared of wat will happen to me in the future..whether i can cope not and stuff.. ya.. can get wat i expect of myself not..

lots of things happen.. think this world is rather superficial. haha.. like mostly on looks de ba.. ppl will ask " who do u think is the cutest? the most good looking? pretty?" but no one will ask" who do u think has the best personality?" haha.

2008-07-19T16:04:00.007+10:00

i had a wonderful week thanks to celia and kon. haha =)

without them sure no photos de.. and these photos i all found in celia's blog. .haha.. cause she took all the photos..

ON WEDNESDAY...

kon emo cause his piano he say confirm fail but i think wont one lar.. I had to give up watching my last episode of da chang jing then go bei him and celia.. but i mean i okie cause friends mar.. and i watched before le lar. haha.. then i was rather pissed for a while when i reach then keep calling them but no one answer so i just loither around tm loh..

but i saw them then okie le lar.. ya went to eat the.. i forgot the name of the shop le. beside takopachi de.. then we ate..

YES!!! ITS ICE-CREAM.. haha its my loves lar.. i love eating ice cream cause it keeps me HAPPY!! haha.. =) although it makes me fat but i dun care cause can keep me happy too! haha. this ice cream is rather nice..

then i went for my jap lesson.. THANK YOU CELIA.. haha.. they actually walked with me to the comunity centre.. hee hee.. she was like realli tired. but she still run with me and she say must "guo shan guo hai" pai sei arh... i was realli shocked and touched with i finish jap and saw celia and kon waiting for me.. =) ya then we sat at mcdonalds then take random photos loh.haha.. kon was forced by celia and me to clip his hair. haha

On THURSDAY...

i went jogging with celia and kon.. see kon face.. you know why..we in the toilet realli very long. haha.. wa.. realli fun loh..

Sorry to wan hsin and friends cause i say that i will go out with them on thursday then i pang sei again...my mother lar.. last min call me go do relief.. she like so desperate then i okie loh..

I changed my specs le.. Its not realli nice and i think i look uglier.. but i prefer a normal specs lar. haha.. my old one got two white white thing at the side and i saw two boys having the same specs as me.. haha.. but still feeling giddy wearing the specs

Friday was like super boring cause i just went bugis, suntec and marina square on my own. ya.. sian loh. shop for my sister gift..

2008-07-16T00:50:00.002+10:00

Today i went to meet Holly for lunch.. can you imagine how hard is it to meet her?? haha... and i finally did.. lucky she studies near my house and i unemployed.. sorry to kon and celia cause they actually asked me out to go tampines mall..

realli glad i met her than tok and tok.. but so little time than she must go sch le. cause got lesson..

my face is so huge but i dun care lar.. just upload. haha =)

2008-07-16T00:36:00.003+10:00

came back from genting.. had a nice time.. just that not much money to spend.. i hope my friends who went with me had a great time too!!

this is where we begin out journey.. we were on the bus.. and sitting just next to the toilet.. lucky no one use the toilet..

our bags.. and my leg. haha.. mine's the smallest..

Theme park

the rest of the photos still in wan hsin's cam..

had a great time.. but i was realli scared that my passport lost loh.. so keep looking at my passport.. i think that the food in genting realli very ex loh.. the cup noodles is like 5 Rm so singapore abt 2 dollars leh.. than also not like very gd noodles leh. those realli plain looking kind with i think no ingredients inside.. all the food is expensive..

2008-07-09T01:02:00.002+10:00

Rather sad that i did not get into the nbs foc but like ah ya nvm lar.. not fated to go for the camp.. there is a reason to everything that happens.. maybe i am just not suited ba.. haiz.. nvm.. dun care le lar.. thursday going genting le.. hope everything will go smoothly and everyone be safe.. =)

Had a lot of fun today..
went to tp to find kon and celia to have lunch.. actually just want to go and see them.. ya.. catch up a little.. realli glad like have this afternoon to talk and talk.. then amanda came along so i went with them to lectures while kon go do his stuff..

Chat and gossip a lot with amanda celia and yong xian.. celia friend.. ya we were like talking and talking in the canteen while waiting for kon and pei shi to finish their stuff..

after today.. i realised like i dont have a realli very very close friend ba.. ya loh.. Realli missed my friends a lot.. haiz.. those secondary school days realli rocks lar..

2008-07-01T00:07:00.001+10:00

Realli tired from teaching...

donno why like teach also very nervous cause i scared i cannot teach well and the pupils dun understand...

had diarrhoea again.. everytime nervous diarrhoea... haiz.. can lose weight also lar.. haha..

2008-06-28T01:09:00.004+10:00

Argh!!!!!!!

I lost 4 kg and today when i go medical check up, I gained 2.3 kg!!!

OH MY!!

hate this..

and now i am muching my chocolate biscuits happily at 11.30pm.. Yummy =)

2008-06-28T00:59:00.003+10:00

Have been jobless for a while then went on to do relief teaching for a week.. this week..

omg.. the first class primary two was HORRIBLE.. they were montrous and never listen to me.. make so much noise.. unbearable.. shout also dont care me one.. make me so angry..
second day the primary one class was not bad.. rather nice.. noisy at times.. but okie lar.. i mean compared to the montrous class, they were much better...

Now I realli realli think that primary school teachers realli rock.. cause they know how to manage their class when students learn at different speed.. then when some pupils finish faster, they start making so much noise.. need to like cope with such situation.

JC teachers the best lar.. they no need shout at the students one lor.. then lectures not noisy one.. either the students listening or sleeping.. haha. so rather quiet..

It was a tiring week cause i need to think of how to teach the students like prepare activities for them.. hence tiring.. had to teach social studies, music, health education, maths eng, wow!! haha... i also have to teach 4 class of primary 3 ss.. rock sia. so tiring..

but the children are realli nice and cute when they are quiet.. so cute lar. some of them...

I shld be going to genting with my friends if nothing crops up.. hee hee..
so happy!!!

yay!!!

2008-06-15T12:06:00.002+10:00

these few days have been like happenings...

fri took a day off from work which i shldnt given that i had a lot to do and also tomorrow's my last day.. i went to send my cousin off at the army.. at chua chu kang there.. he sort of like couldnt go anywhere after sec sch so went army loh.. so sad no chance go tekong see see..

then my cousin was very nice.. she accompanied me to go to ubi to get the basic theory test date for theory.. if she never bei me.. i sure wont go de. haha.. then suddenly she say go cut hair then we just go cut le. .so sudden lar!! my hair now looks different i guess.. donno why but i feel my face bigger.. need go loose weight liao. haha.. but no bad lar. .spend around 50 on hair but i felt was worth it lar.. the hair stylist was rather gd..

then yesterday went flag day.. lots of nice ppl.. got one like ard 21 years old lady asked me what the flag day was for and when i say was for those interlectually disable children, she went to the posb to draw twenty dollars and put inside my can.. nice sia.. =)
then argued with my mum.. she so emo nowsadays lar... so untolerable. haiz.

tomorrow's my last day and i will be jobless.. .any one got any event jobs???

2008-06-07T23:21:00.002+10:00

Today i went to wan hsin house to play majong with cheryl and florence.. realli nice time.. then we go ashton to eat.. heehee than we drink bubble tea while going to her house cause i need to take my water bottle..

nice nice...

okie =) i hope she get into the course and want... i bought my sis a watch.. which i find very long le cause she want.. then i buy for her le i realise i also like the watch. haha.. then i think maybe monday i go buy lor.. she did well for her piano theory.. grade 7 90/100 is realli WOW!!

treating her to high sch musical too.. broke le!!

2008-06-05T00:06:00.001+10:00

nothing to blog..

just that i made a record today..

i ate 6 pieces of bread plus one bao for my breakfast and lunch.. haha..
dinner i ate like one big huge bowl of rice vege fish and beans.. woo hoo..

like glutton sia..

2008-05-24T23:16:00.002+10:00

went shopping with my sis today.
bought a cardigan.. spent so much on eating..
sakae sushi increased their prices!!! oh my...

argued with my mother again..sianz.. these few years arh.. my relationship with her sucks totally..

sometimes i just hope i have a nice mother.. haiz.. but having a mother is gd le lar... whenever i see ppl who are so close with their mother.. mother buy them things and stuff.. like they are thier best friend kind of thing.. i kind of got jealous.. sian sian..

haha.. why do i keep envying ppl??

sucks sucks..

2008-05-21T00:03:00.002+10:00

my phone got problem again. haiz. nokia's phone are getting bad to worse i feel... always got problem one.. the person who served me was realli nice.. greated me and explained the procedure to me and most imptly she looked at me when toking to me..
i went last week to service my phone than this atittude guy was having this so " bo chap" attitude which pissed me off lar.. he tok like looking so far away then never even bother to ask like how can i help you or ask more abt the phone.. he just stared at me then i then say my phone got problem loh.. then he just type type type ok.. sianz. so lousy service.. kind of rude to look like anothe direction when someone in front of you is toking...

today abel came back from his biz trip.. he bought some thing for everyone despite losing 300 US dollars at the casino.. rather generous guy..he always buy stuff even he go on business trip.. this kind of guy hard to find sia..

just read someone's blog.. then donno why a tinge of jealousy somewat got over me.. haha.. cant realli explain cause .. but i think its my fault that our friendship got a bit not as close as before.. yar.. cause different sch.. different goals blabla.. was rather happy that you asked me out on that day but in the end, you gave the ticket to another person instead... its okie i think.. but somewat rather sad.. and maybe jealous??

How i wish best friends can always be best friends. haha ..but its not easy =)

2008-05-18T23:56:00.003+10:00

received may's email today ..she asked me regarding the taiwan thing in my previous post..
oh cause i have to prepare documents for those shipments mah. then must faster send the documents before the vessel actually reach the port.. so like i tot my documents will reach there on time but it didnt!!! all thanks to TNT... DHL only need one day to reach china while TNT think took 3 days!!! gosh!! but TNT is much much cheaper lar which is cost savings to the company.. but the document reach there so late even need more money cause must apply for free demmurage... sianz..i admit that the document was in the rush lar. but cant blame me also mar cause i need ppl to check my doc then they on leave.. sianz

long time never blog le.. today is a nice day!!! hee hee.. its celia birthday! like wat i wrote for celia..birthdays are special days not bec its like our day but its the day where friends try to make time to go out with you even they are so busy then got special gathering.. so its kind of nice.. but something rather disappointing is that chet did not go.. that sucks lar... i mean like its kind of irritating like its the gd friend bday lor.. i mean i was wondering we like know each other for 7 years but is like are we realli "good" friends or maybe i am the one treating him as one of my gd friend but he just treat us like one of his secondary sch friends.. kind of sad abt this...

but it was a happy day going out with celia and kon going to shop at suntec buying nothing.. but feel like buying the new urban bag costing 189 dollars... the GSS is coming loh.. hope new urban faster start their sale cause i cant wait to buy!!!

i know its kind of crazy but i never buy such ex bag so want to treat my self to some luxury spending.. i gonna be broke lar.. cause i buy this bag.. then my collegues want to go celebrate my collegue bday at kbox plus buffet.. its ex loh.. then i want to buy my quilt.. i saw this nice nice pillow case and quilt at ikea.. caue its red background white poka dots which reminds me of the bolster my ah ma made for me.. hee hee... =)

hope celia had a great day!!

2008-05-08T01:52:00.002+10:00

long time no blog le.. haha =)

bad things happen again and again even i dun want it to happen.. darn..

hope all my documents will be in order.. and reach taiwan in time!!

2008-03-29T02:28:00.003+11:00

confused lately of wat course i am going to take cause it will affect my whole life.. like this is the path i am going to take for my life..

rather pek chek cause my results aren't tat gd and i have to go thru interviews at ntu and smu.. rather scared but must do my best cause i ened to get into the course and school i want ...

my father tot i was going for the interview for the scholarship application i applied but when i explained again tat it was just the admissions to go to the school it selfhe was like rather dissapointed saying" oh okie"..ya dono why but rather sad abt tat.. some how like disappoint him by not getting the grades that i wanted..

2008-02-19T03:59:00.003+11:00

today is my last day in tcc.

realli glad i actually work there even if the pay is very low and the job is tiring and rather demanding. I learnt a lot from the ppl there and the ppl are all very nice..

Thanks to all who worked with me =)

Love them all !!!

One of the best seniors in tcc who taught me a lot a lot..... =)

2008-02-16T03:58:00.002+11:00

chingay is okie lah. i find it rather sian actually. ya loh

then no mrt come home cause very late end then got cab lah. four person in one cab then caN claim. then i last person mah.. then I FORGOT TO TAKE THE RECEIPT!!!! OH NO!!

kk. learn the lesson the hard way. pay by myself.

then i very pek chek. come home my mother still keep scolding lah., say i so forgetful bla bla. is like standing the whole day so damm tired then must like hear her nag and stuff.shitified.

2008-02-14T17:33:00.002+11:00

Happy Valentine Day to all!!

Hope tat everyone has a wonderful date =)

kkz. today really happy and sad. happy cause deryx actually called me say that got job.. but now i currently airport guide so cant make it for the job. but i tried to like postpone my job which i sent in my resignation letter already. i like try to cancel watever work i have le leh. then i called deryx but he didnt sound relali gd. sianz. cant get the job tat i reali realli realli wanted le. is realli wanted lah. haiz haiz. hope deryx will call my to schedule an interview. sad sad.

today job was very fufilling..hee.. i actually helped a women who was the tour guide of a group of i think chinese and hon konger from china and hk. one of her tour ppl lost his wallet. think he left it on the plane.. went to sats to help they say a lot of stuff..which i think is crap lah.. the girl i think cannot blame lah. inexperienced.say that must write report then they will send to china..haha.. then i think think wierd wierd leh.
so i go cso loh. then they ask me go transfer counter.. then call airport police.. Yippe!!! tahnks to the efficiencyness of the airport police. which they say need ten to fifteen mins to find the wallet.. they found it like within five mins.. yay!! so efficient. i also happy tat she found the wallet.

but got one angmo who say one week fly once business class flight say singapore is getting unfriendly. haiz. cause some stuff happen lah..

2008-02-03T03:29:00.000+11:00

long time no blog so i guess i will post one today..

these few days so happening.. realli tired but i like my life cause i live my life to the fullest.
i got know a guy which is like many years older than me thru my job.. nice guy too.. then intro me to a job but i think i wont get it anyway..

today so many things happened. mostly unhappy ones.haha..
went for chingay training today.. the MP said something which i found it meaningful and that is to live life to the fullest. his newphew passed away. the reason is that his parents still allow him to play scoccer even though he had a hole in his heart. The parents just want him to have a happy and normal life... i think like so wei da la. seriously. admire them..

okie i came back relali tired but cant complain cause my parents wont understand.. they will just say i deserve it.. haiz. seriously ah. when i am down.. i realli donno who to tok or look for sia..nvm. i had to go work..

this service crew job is giving my headaches..actually it doesnt give me problems.. just tat it gives my father problems and hence give me problems. relali very pek chek.. okie my parents say want go chinatown after my job ends at 11pm. okie..they are fetching me from bugis and thelast train that departs from airport is like 11.18pm. so i need to leave the cafe on the dot at 11 and run to the station so that i will not miss the mrt. okie. i didnt have dinner.. didnt have time to drink water. and i asked them if i could leave on the dot. okie. then i ran to mrt. then my parents called and say that they are not going chinatown just bec my mother is tired. pls lah. i work whole day not tired meh. onli u tired ah. then my leg so tired and sore but had to run to catch the mrt than u say not going.wtf. seriously lah. i am like so pissed off lah..

worse still..

when i meet them at tanah merah mrt ah. then i say watever complains i have.. they dint even apologise and said that it was MY FAULT CAUSE THIE IS ALL I DESERVE ONE. WHO ASKED MY WANT TO WORK UNTIL SO LATE. i mean this is my job wat. sometimes until so late. like wtf lah. ya my fault.

i donno why lah but i feel that there are many things which i cant tell my parents. esp my father. cant tell him i am tired.. cause he say i deserve it. as i no need to work one. even when two days ago i was like feverish and vomitied i didnt say cause i will get blame for the situation i am in. watever lah..

i feel that like i need some family person to support wat i am doing sia... cause i got no strength to carry this on le. i realli want to continue to work in the cafe but bec of my father i have to quit..

wa hao shan xin ah.. how.. realli ah..but it is not possible for him to understand me one.

2008-01-21T23:38:00.000+11:00

today is like shit day lar.
firstly, I send in my schedule yesterday le that have to work then cannot change liao. than today.. my mother say ah beng jiu jiu got the reunion dinner that clashes with my work day. I already so trouble Dez le so cant change day. realli sian la.. somemore my father not flexible de loh.

then the tuition auntie seriously ah. is like so shitified lah. so lousy lah. she order the pineapple tart le loh. then zi mother make then she now dun want le. i mean last time i say dun order le mah then she want then i tell zi then after that dun want.. wat the lah..

so fan ah.. how ah. cannot take it le. like so not flexible shit lah.

shitified.. tired day

2008-01-19T03:26:00.000+11:00

just too tired to blog.

worked the whole day

today sian, kanna caught by dez using my phone even though i used my phone in less than 30 seconds.. see msg lock phone. like tat also kanna caught leh.

bye

2008-01-16T23:04:00.000+11:00

today is a crap day lah.
so tired and sick of everything...

my father contacted HR for my pay slip stuff.. so whole headquarters and head office shld be able to know me. ya famous in the wrong way.

dez today realli like bother her a lot lah. then she sAY she understand but thats make me feel realli bad and today they let me go on time without throwing rubbish and stuff.. feel realli realli bad. cried like since i finish work. was trying to contain myself the whole day.it realli sucks leh.

now i think ppl may treat me differently in tthe cafe. realli..so tiring. i actually hope my life could just end cause i relali didnt want to bother anyone but i cant,.. got to let this stuff settle itself, take my a level results. get married bla bla.. haha. i want to live long long de. so cant end my life. have to face this prob bravely.

great thanks to dez cause she must like do a lot of stuff.. great thanks to kon for hearing my thoughts and feeling. i realli dun want to feel weak but i cant help it lah. i like so emo today lah. like realli.. i am like not strong i guess..

i noe my father care and stuf.. realli thanks but kind of tiring for me. tiring mentally and when i cry tiring physically and emotionally. Its realli tiring to be his daughter but like he take gd care of the whole family lah. ya. i knoe is like for the better for me cause want clarify stuff but i donno why i feel so terrible. ya loh. just hope this thing will clear up and my job will be more smooth sailing.
cause dez and all stuff relali treat me very nicely and like try to accomodate my schedule. realli like thousands of thanks.

how to face them? today let me go exact on time. guess they are thinking they actually meet a very terrible and troublesome staff.

In my life.. like i try not to cry.. but i cant help it lah,. many a times, not bec of studies than bec of my father loh. ya
.. 90% is like bec of this two things loh...

May God bless me, hoping that my life will be more smooth sailing.